because the day after a breakup is always a bright one....

i feel so lost
so empty, so heavy
thoughts weigh a ton
and now the strings too
pulling me down down down
i wish i could cut the ties
and just let it all go
i dream of beaches
and prisons
i dream of freedom
and cages
if i can control it all
then why did i let it get this black
the south never get this cold
but this city is freezing
and so am i
i need to run from the changing leaves
and land somewhere south of haiti
and typically, no one will know my name.

thanks for tainting my mind, emo artist.

i'll dye my hair i swear
i'll wear ill fitting jeans
and fit in, because self-destruction is in
as far as the illusion goes anyway,